3rd part of life advice?

I really want to change my life once and for life


I don't know why i feel the way i feel, but i don't like it anymore, never did.





For a long time i been away from socializing, i always got things late in my life


Had fake friends, backstabbers, two faced. They would always try to start arguments with me


spread rumors, and gossip about me behind my back. This are friends i had for 10+ years.


A few of them, i don't talk to anymore, there is only one left, who keeps coming over


hanging out with my bro's %26amp; pretends everything is koo.


I just don't know what i should do, should i confront him for all the stupid **** he did, and caused me to feel this way about myself,


or should i just let it go, and make sure when he trys to do it again, i let him know and confront him about it then,


He always tried to **** **** with me, and between other people. He would get me involved in drama.








I don't know what to do with this situation anymore


I want to forgive myself, Stop pleasing people, get my prioritys in order,


I want to live my life to the fullest, start being happy and enjoying my life


I want to let go of the past and move on, but its hard when you have hella negative S H I T bottled up.


I want to start being myself again, i feel like i have to self confidence %26amp; no self esteem.


I feel self conscious about myself sometimes, for years i been making myself miserable.


I regret doing it, and i even hate myself more for it now.





I want to start standing up for myself, what should i do, to not be laid back anymore


I use to keep alot of things inside, and wouldn't speak up as much,


but i want to start being assertive, i want to be able to speak up and stand up for myself


when someone tries to disrespect me,


So from 1 to 10, what are some things i need to do in my life, to be more happy


how should i act, talk, what should i do in certain situations, good and bad.


and actually start living my life.








I really want some great advice, %26amp; don't worry,


whether your the first person to answer, or last


i will give best answer to who ever, gives me his best.


please do your best3rd part of life advice?
You come across in your question as a negative thinker. Think positive! It all depends on whether you want to be a success (in the popular sense) or happy. Most American media (TV, Movies, sports, Music, etc) touts success. Thhis means the single minded pursuit of wealth, power and fame. If you want to be truly happy discard these goals and pursue truth, appreciate beauty and exercise goodness. I am 76 and I can truthfully say I have never met a rich man who was truly happy. They are never satisfied; they always want more.





In human relations always consider the other persons welfare at least as important as your own. If you are a Christian, love your neighbor as your self and forgive; if you are ';Enlightened'; consider that the welfare of the other guy is to your advantage for if he is not doing well neither will you be.





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My Friend...you have an honorable attitude, and you have been hanging out with people who just don't think the same way, or feel the same way as you do. Let me ask you this,..Do you believe in God, and Jesus? I know, that people have been BRUTAL to me during my life, but on the other hand, the Lord, has blessed me so much..I love God and Jesus, and live for Them, It is hard to do sometimes in this life, but when you do, you can feel good about forgiving others, and you will have the comfort, to know that They have also forgiven you. Forgive your friends, if you want to move forward, because if you live in the past, you have no future...Ask God and Jesus, to come into your life, and give you guidance,and strength, and wisdom, to find your way in this world...Love your enemies, and do good to those, who spitefully hurt you...It may seem hard to do, but if you REALLY love God and Jesus, you will find it one of the easiest things you have ever had to do...Good luck little one, I will say a prayer for you to night

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