Life advice, please...?

Help. What is my -problem-?


I'm 15, and a high school student. I'm #4 in my class, involved in tennis, newspaper, student council, and theater.





So why do I constantly feel as though my life is wasting away?





I feel insecure hanging out with people in person. I guess you could say I'm a 'textrovert'.





I constantly wonder, why?, and feel the urge to just break down in sobs.





I'm a happy person, people like me, but I'm not happy with myself. Recently, I found a guy I like so much, but my insecurity keeps me from dating him.





What if I disappoint him? Or myself?





I sound annoying, even to myself now.





Help. Please.Life advice, please...?
You obviously are very smart


but your emotional intelligence


is very weak.Life advice, please...?
You do not sound annoying. You


sound like you want help with your


problems.





You may very well have an issue


that is or borders along depression.


The only advice I can give you is,


you are your own professional. If


you really want to overcome this,


you will find it within yourself to do


so.





Go talk to a trusted adult or friend


about all of this. They can get you


help with this. Things should look


up from there.





Good luck.
this sounds like me sad thing is i'm older.... the best thing to do is not think about anything to much I'm trying its really hard but I find when things happen radomly I feel much better about things.... so randomly call a friend not text.... randomly hang out with the guy try to make it often and try not to think so much about your impurfaction... I am dealing with the same thing.. I don't want to hang out with anyone becasue I feel the pressure to make them have a wonderful time with me...I realized if I do have a wonderful time cool if not not its not my fault...and move on Good Luck Okay