Tired of life - advice please?

Only recently decided to finally put this up to question.





I've not had the perfect life and/or childhood upbringing since I was quite neglected (Both willing and unwilling). Took things very personally as well.





Now that I have come to a bigger state of understanding, I have tried quite a few times (from 14 and up) to make myself feel better about things, tried to be a really good person. Now I assume i'm bad, and quite horrible.





Lately i've been feeling the longing to 'return home', to simply die. It can be defined as depression if you want but I don't feel like killing myself, I just simply want to pass on suddenly without myself even realizing it.





Would like professional advice, since i've never been one to talk about my personal feelings to anyone, save my first girlfriend (And quite really my last for the past 5 years) who I was very open to. Oh - need to add, I became quite reclusive from a lot of people when.. well... relationship problems.Tired of life - advice please?
Talk to a professional. Whatever you do don't fall in love and get dumped. Talk to your friends, both male and female how you feel. You can find a goal inlife and pursue it. Go someplace away from it all for a week and think. You can smoke pot, but all the goodies here will tell you not to. Pot will make you happy for awhile until you figure out what is wrong. All you really need is guts to do it. Live life. You are not alone.in your depression. Read the Tao..Tired of life - advice please?
try to stop thinking of lead the you to wrong


watever happened to u put it out of yo mind and think of a positive future


you are special no matter what. because killing your self would just hurt someone who really cares about you


I BELIEVE IN YOU


try taling to the person you trust the most they may be able to help you
Honey, I think you might need professional help. Consult someone and tell them every single thing you just posted on this queston. I'm pretty sure they can help you much more than any of us can. I really hope things turn around for you and just remember...the sun will come up :)
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you have multiple problems. please seek professional help. you definitely need a therapist if you can call NOW!!! A.S.A.P list
You really need to get some professional counseling to get to the root of all your anger. I can understand why you are angry, you had a rough childhood. I also had a rough childhood and have a lot of anger in me but I am slowly working through it through counseling. Crying is not a bad thing at all. Holding your feelings in however is. If you want to cry then cry. It will honestly help you to get out a lot of feelings that you have held in for such a long time. It will also help to write down a lot of what is going on in your mind, you don't have to keep it but writing really helps to get out the feelings that are hidden deep inside. I hope this helps and if you want to talk some more IM me on messenger. Its younglove79@yahoo.com.