Some life advice for myself?

i'm 13 i weigh 81lbs and dropping i cant keep Weight on.I have a bad relationship with my mum and dad i want to have a good relationship but its impossible,i'm home schooled because i was teased about every


thing. last year. the guy i love lives 3,000 miles away and has a gf broken my heart but i still love him he loves me but i have my friends telling me to leave him and well i don't know if i can do that,i have eating disorders and Just want it to stop,when i cant get pot i smoke what will get me high,i drink to to much and i cant stop i wasn't raised with the best of parents but i just don't know what to do.Some life advice for myself?
Stop punishing yourself and start loving yourself.





Do not drink alcohol. It damages your child brain.





Do not have sex. It damages your child spirit.





Read the book True Love by Thich Nhat Hahn.





Learn about good nutrition. Your body will find its natural weight when you give it the right food.





Avoid sugar and coffee and start to eat food that is natural.


Do not eat pork because you can get parasites from pork.





You may wish to consult a gastro intestinal doctor to determine if you have parasites. Parasites can make you feel awful. They drink up all your nutrition and life force.





Your problems are bad but they are all correctable. You are living dirty life. Of course you feel like **** and cannot think straight. Who could? Start living clean. Take one step at a time. Become beautiful. Think beautiful thoughts, eat beautiful food, be morally beautiful. You can be a goddess!





There are many many stories of how princessess and goddesses appeared in the midst of poverty and despair. Your problems are easy to clean up. Do it.Some life advice for myself?
even if you don't have the greatest relationship I would tell them what's going on with you. you probably are depressed as well. Drinking is not going to help you at all. You should stop drinking. Why are you smoking pot? If it's just so you can eat then okay but don't smoke it to forget about your problems. You're too young to be going through all this and you need help. Talk to your parents about you seeing a therapist. You need to be treated for your eating disorder before it gets worse.
Stop drinking, stop smoking, stack up on some apple sauce or some foods! Pin point your problems(your main difficulty)... your being too vague. Look towards things getting better, keep hope alive!
i am sorry to hear about your sitiuation honesty i am you should try to talk to your mom and dad about this they might listen and try to do something else smoking pot will cut your life span in half and give you cancer. you should forget your bf and try and get out of home schooled and get back into middle school if someone mess with you. you have to do this 1. stand your ground if you let people talk about they will soon find out you wont do anything back and then they will being to rule your life. if their is anything else you want to tell me you can


i been though this before trust me : }