Life Advice part two?

I really want to change my life once and for life


I don't know why i feel the way i feel, but i don't like it anymore, never did.





For a long time i been away from socializing, i always got things late in my life


Had fake friends, backstabbers, two faced. They would always try to start arguments with me


spread rumors, and gossip about me behind my back. This are friends i had for 10+ years.


A few of them, i don't talk to anymore, there is only one left, who keeps coming over


hanging out with my bro's %26amp; pretends everything is koo.


I just don't know what i should do, should i confront him for all the stupid **** he did, and caused me to feel this way about myself,


or should i just let it go, and make sure when he trys to do it again, i let him know and confront him about it then,


He always tried to start **** with me, and between other people. He would get me involved in drama.








I don't know what to do with this situation anymore


I want to forgive myself, Stop pleasing people, get my prioritys in order,


I want to live my life to the fullest, start being happy and enjoying my life


I want to let go of the past and move on, but its hard when you have hella negative S H I T bottled up.


I want to start being myself again, i feel like i have to self confidence %26amp; no self esteem.


I feel self conscious about myself sometimes, for years i been making myself miserable.


I regret doing it, and i even hate myself more for it now.





I want to start standing up for myself, what should i do, to not be laid back anymore


I use to keep alot of things inside, and wouldn't speak up as much,


but i want to start being assertive, i want to be able to speak up and stand up for myself


when someone tries to disrespect me,


So from 1 to 10, what are some things i need to do in my life, to be more happy


how should i act, talk, what should i do in certain situations, good and bad.


and actually start living my life.








I really want some great advice, %26amp; don't worry,


whether your the first person to answer, or last


i will give best answer to who ever, gives me his best.


please do your bestLife Advice part two?
Life tips from lily pado9


#1. Enjoy life for what it is, don't spend all day moping, go outside! Enjoy Beauty!!!


#2. Find a hobby!


#3. Get a pet!!!


#4. Hang w/ family!


#5. Don't waste life, go on adventures, (not like, climb mount everest adven. try rock climbing at some place.)


#6. Do you really have no friends? Contact people you haven't seen in a year!


#7. You are obviously a teen+ so find a job!


#8. Find the greatness in life!!!


#9. Have Fun!!


and #10. HAVE FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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